Unmotivated

I seem to be lacking motivation this week. I am not sure exactly why. It started out great with a few trips to the gym at 5 am, but since then it has been completely downhill. I can't seem to accomplish anything!

My house is a disgusting disaster with dishes piled in the sink and crap stacked on the counters and everywhere else. My toilets have rings around them. There are cockroach corpses lining the floor and crickets hopping about merrily. The other day I killed two spiders, one small one and another big enough to make me squeal like a little girl (in between a quarter and 50 cent piece in size). And to top it off, all surfaces are covered in approximately one inch of dust. You would think that living in squalor would make me want to clean right? Not really.

Instead of attending to my house cleaning duties, I find myself stuck in the couch, watching hours of TV each night. I recently discovered how much I really love the show "So You Think You Can Dance." While watching the show I wish I would have stuck to my dance classes as a wee child, and it makes me want to get up and start dancing in the living room...but I don't. I just lay there lazily and watch the dancers who are sweaty and all sorts of in shape. Meanwhile, my waistline keeps expanding...

Eventually I may clean my house. Eventually I may eat healthy and workout more often. But for now I believe that I should not do today what I can put off until tomorrow!